Tremble for my Beloved

I love that song! Just one of the songs I love on the Twilight movie soundtrack. Hey, what am I saying? I love ALL the songs on the Twilight soundtrack! I recently found a twi-hater website. It was so funny, I was on their chatbox.. and kept rambling on about Twilight... haha, classic.

Anyway, my sister has gone Robsessed! She bought me a mousepad with Robert Pattinson on it! And I don't even use a mouse, because I have a laptop. She's so funny. Well, she's pregnant, maybe that's an excuse? All I know is, she's in her 30s, and she's Twi-dicted! She's so thoughtful though, I'm so glad we have a good relationship... usually sisters are constantly fighting. I mean, we fight, but they're usually once in a blue moon, and they'd be bigger than a normal fight. We don't talk for a week or so... haha. But you could say she's my best friend. One of them anyway.

When I was born, she was 18. So she's like my second mother. Anyway, so I grew up with her guidance, as well as my own mothers. But my sister was the one that took me shopping, and put make up on me when she was going nightclubbing so i could feel all grown up just like her, the one who I could talk to about anything. I can trust her with my life.

She gave me the chance to be an aunty, which is one role i love having. And now I'm going to be aunty again, at the end of this year.

Best Friends. I really hate that, because it limits you... I've had plenty, and not one worked out.. I think its a stupid teenage label. But my family are my best friends. Its like a different meaning... I can't explain it.

Meredith.
You're a strong person. You're smart. You have to do this yourself. For yourself.

Find the will.

x tianaa