relax. its paradise, baby.

Whenever someone says "relax", i dont. I actually turn off. It probably makes it worse.
But sometimes, when I think of the word 'relax' or sometimes, when someone says to do so.. I think of paradise.
But don't we all? Think of paradise when it comes to the word relax?
We all imagine some place where its peaceful.. beautiful.. relaxing..
Where theres nobody around.. theres a beach.. a beautiful, clear, blue ocean as our view.. snow white, smooth sand... maybe some palm trees in the mix..
thats the main paradise for everyone..
thats my kind of paradise..



and then, when i think of paradise..
i think of edward cullen.
then i am most definately not relaxed, as i think about him..
he's some sort of fictional character, a vampire..
and oh-so-sexy, might i add!
hence, i am beyond relaxed..
my heart beats too fast, i might hyperventilate..
have an anxiety attack..
something like that.
why is it that half the female population is in love with this fella?
whats so good about him?
He's different, thats what.
He's almost perfect.
He's beautiful.
Inside and out.. of course out.. hello, he's meant to be alluring to us humans..



And then i get angry...furious..
Cos that Bella Swan girl is OH-SO-LUCKY!



But i also like Bella.
which makes it confusing.
So then I'm confused..



And then.
I just fall in love with the story itself
So finally, I'm happy.
Not relaxed, not hyperventilating, not excited, not angry/furious, not confused..
just happy.
content.
in love.
LOL